Always Sometimes – 5/28/21
Scripture
‘But Samuel said, “What then is this bleating of sheep in my ears? What is this lowing of cattle that I hear?” Saul answered, “The soldiers brought them from the Amalekites; they spared the best of the sheep and cattle to sacrifice to the Lord your God, but we totally destroyed the rest.” ‘ 1 Samuel 15:14-15
Observation
Saul was instructed to totally destroy the Amalekites. He attacked them, but did not totally destroy them–instead choosing to save the most valuable and choice spoils of war from being destroyed. Samuel confronted him, and his response was “They spared the best stuff…but we totally destroyed all the rest!” They totally destroyed everything…except for the things that they chose not to destroy.
Application
Saul’s response reminds me of a phrase I’ve heard from time to time– “I always do this usually!” I’ve never really understood the phrase–either I ‘always’ do something, or I ‘usually’ do something. This would be sort of like getting pulled over for speeding, and me telling the police officer “But officer–I always follow the speed limit most of the time!”. Samuel’s response to Saul makes it clear, that ‘usually always’ obeying God, is the same as NOT obeying God. We are either totally His, or totally not–there really isn’t any in-between. So the question is…which is it in my life? Am I totally surrendered to God? Or am I ‘mostly’ totally surrendered to God? Nothing less than my complete surrender will suffice.
This week, I need to be mindful of areas in my life where I may be ‘mostly totally’ living for God…and then make a decision to fully surrender those areas to Him.
Prayer
God, thank you for this reminder that you fully love me without reservation, and that you require my complete and unconditional surrender to you. Help me to see the areas in my life where I have not been fully surrendered to You, and give me the determination to release those areas of my life into Your hands.
-Trenton Johnson

